The section we had to read this weekend definitely has a lot going on. I’d like to talk about the many new sides we see of Sula. There are many conflicts that revolve around her and it is interesting to see how she handles them.
The biggest surprise to me was her interaction with Jude. I was immediately confused when I read this. I was under the impression that Sula and Nel were best friends. My understanding of being a best friend is that you can trust that person with anything. Their previous relationship was one that appeared strong and unbreakable. When Sula has her encounter with Jude the friendship was broken. I am shocked that Sula did this in the first place but am more surprised by her reaction. Sula is described as sitting on the bed and she appears to be unaffected by the events that just occurred. Why didn’t she react strongly? Why did Sula appear to think what had just happend was wrong? Her reaction here strikes me as unusual and this behavior doesn’t disappear.
The carelessness of Sula is amazing to me. I can not understand how she goes through life with no worries or stress about her actions or life around her. After the events with Nel and Jude, Sula gains a terrible reputation. She is living in a town where nobody likes her and everyone wants nothing to do with her. Additionally Sula has been accused of pushing a boy named Teapot down some steps which only further separates her from her community. She still is responsible for the death of the young boy Chicken and has lost her only true friend yet again, shows no sorrow. After all of these things, Sula does not display a drop of care.
All of my previous thoughts about Sula are completely thrown off when Ajax comes into the story. Ajax brings out a side of Sula that I have never seen before. We learn that Sula wonders one day if Ajax will come by. This little thought shows that Sula cares, even if it is only a little, about this man and if he comes around. For the first time she questions her beauty because Ajax is around. Once he leaves she is lost and alone, looking for something to remind her he exists. All of these behaviors reveal the first sign of a caring person. This relationship leaves me wondering, why care now? Why does Sula only show these characteristics towards Ajax? Why can’t she feel some sort of loss towards her old best friend? I am curious to see what role Ajax plays in the rest of this book. He clearly has something about him that triggers emotion in Sula.